Full-Blown Pain: My Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches returned repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

This condition often begin with intense pain around a single eye that persists for three hours.

About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.

Still, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Ancient healing records suggest unusual remedies for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.

In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.

National guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.

But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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Matthew Browning
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